Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


mmmmmmmmm

another new year.............
2009...

2+0+0+9=11 my lucky number.. :)
lets c :P

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

bouncy hearts


bouncy hearts version 1.0




this is for what i write ........... but this stupid blogger not allowing my javascript but lets c........ in weekend

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bouncy hearts version 1.1



Bouncy hearts version 1.1
Atlast I presented what I want to ………..

Do u know how this post happens…..
Do u ever tried to write about ur self in third person…..
Let’s try once… here we gooooooooooo………..

Day1: As swathi was so tired in practicing sharepoint her colleague gave a script to test it..
It works fine in her system so she thought of placing it in the blog…… succeeded..

Then She visited a site where number of text effect scripts are saved…

So she checked every thing in that scripts and almost 95% works fine for her…

Then she placed some of the scripts in her blog as page elements…

But most of them not worked fine….
As energy levels dried up she just gave up but to share with every one what she want to place she just a sceenshot with the heading “My javascript not working” …

Day2: Awake at 9 10 running late for her office she just got an idea may be script works fine if she place the whole html page in place of script she tried that also.. but no sweets for her….

After she returned to home…… again she thought of trying at google sand box where developers can test their gadgets….. so she created one project… but the authentication failed to checkout the source code….

Then she observed some of the gadget codes available in google then try for her own gadget converting html code into xml………

Again she got another problem as that xml file has to be hosted in some location …..

So she used her office authentications to host that….

And then gadget is created…

After modifying the gadget 5 r 6 times it was in the correct shape………

So as she felt that without any body gadget does nt appealing that much she just added her previous poetry into that….

After that she just embed that gadget code into the post………….

(blogger allows script files if they host their files )


But the width of the gadget was lil bit more compare to the gadget width………

So again she changed the width and border for the gadget…

So here it comes……


Hey writing about ourselves in third person was cool try it in your dairy………. Bubye.. enjoy my gadget….

If u feel hearts are annoying click them they will disappear




Saturday, November 29, 2008

i want to be in mumbai






Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

After 2 days my day started peace fully not because this is holiday,

Not becoz NSG operations completed………. (may be..)

From the last 2 days I am unable to behave as me….

I am nt able to watch any news channels and did nt read any news paper front pages…
But still did nt able to escape the guilty feeling as my fellows are fighting with life I am enjoying
CASINO ROYALE (yesterday star movies 9pm movie)…….




So what made me to feel comforted?????

I had a chat with my frnd yesterday who is in MUMBAI…

Initially I hesitate to call him… as I don’t know how to console and how to make ppl comfort……

But I called him……..

But surprisingly….. He is not at all in a mood of fear r scared …………

I am shocked……..

Still he loves the MUMAI may be I can correct it as…..
he is really proud of being mumbaikar…..

He is telling how mumbaikars faced the situation ……….

He told me how the people gathered in front of Taj & Oberoi when combing operations are going inside…

How ppl support the hostages ……….

You can’t see this in any European country who always boast abt their courage...

He told me some of specialties of Mumbai……….

Mumbai is an another world where u can the whole world together……..

Even its bollywood or mafia or fashion industry or industrial revolution

U can c the every nationality in Mumbai………..

Do u know VADAPAV my frnd told me abt that it’s a every man’s food ….

Even u r millionaire or road side riksha wallah cant escape from the taste of it..

So according to my frnd it’s the attitude which will effect u……..

I think I forgot to mention my frnd name its “UMA”

So I believe I am safe… all ppl are safe…….. around me……..

U know i want to be in mumbai now to taste VADAPAV

To enjoy the brizzle .......

to c d traffic.........

fianlly finally to fight with terror..........

Hey thnks uma






Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I DONT WANT TO POST THIS




hi…..

I did nt start this post as usual manner…

I know everyone gone through the news papers… news channels…. webs…


So Mumbai under attack….

Man race is under attack….. By whom????????

Not by aliens…

But from the same kind of people with whom the ppl who died yesterday may have their tea or a small talk…

What is happening?????????????????

But I am not shocked…. Not surprised even….

I am shocked when I first heard abt WTC.. .
Even terrified when I saw the hyd bombings…..

But now….. .. my mind was ready to hear this type of news……

Even I am not able to accuse our government our security systems whoever responsible…..

May be I came to stage of giving up every hope…….

Please let us live …
Please let the children smile….


God give us a safe home…. A safe place where brotherhood is there…
Where every mom can sleep happily without worrying abt her children safety……


I did not like this post.. I even don’t like this day…………

I don’t like to post this ………… ……..

But whatever happens………………

WE ARE TOGETHER

…………

But I am scared… to watch news

Am scared to read the front page of news....


:(

Monday, November 24, 2008

i hate mondays

I hate mondays



another monday ............ wake me when its friday


Even though in comacouch... :(



I want a calendar like this



Really its awful....



Even my cat wont like this





I will write it 100 times but gimme holiday.. :(





:(

Thursday, November 13, 2008

things i wish to do

Things I would like to do…………. Things I wish I should have done

To call My MEMS professor at midnt 12 and to say

Hey kid!! WAZZ UP!!!!!!!!!!! :)

To tell my best frnd who asks my opinion abt her newly bought dress..



Girl should I wear my sunglasses to see these flashy colors… :(


To slap the autovallah who demands double the meter fare..




After watching my pay slip…. I want to say myself



Really I am doing well……..


After watching my bug report..



Hey tester do u really read the project SRS…

In middle of conference…



I just wanna scream loudly…………. Yureka……….. you people don’t have any brains….



In middle of big banner bollywood movie At theatre..



To shout loudly this is not the film I watched in trailers I just want my money back….



To tell my cousin who constantly spy on my mobile my orkut, and my face book…….



Hey idiot seriously I am not seeing anyone (literally…:P yup sure may be :/ nope.. damn sure :) )


To tell my TL who puts targets...



U know that was impossible to finish… then y this show.. :P


To tell my frnds who asks about parties…



Yup I am ready to give the party r u ready to pay the bill……..


To tell my new sharepoint class tutor..



Your voice and hairstyle was cool sir ………:P ……… I hope he wont read this because still my course was not yet finished…. :0



To tell my sister…



U r my best frnd…

Don’t prepare tea for me.. it was unbearable to drink :(


For the people who continuously call me…


I cant talk keep the phone :)

To tell the one ho send my fav songs……….

Wow…… how sweet……….

And finally finally to stop blogging


Still list is there ………….. so to be continued………. If u have any share with me



Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Disclaimer



My friends keep asking me what is your blog about…. And sometimes they find my post wont discuss on any specific topic…

I know that was completely true…
I don’t want to discuss on any specific topic…
Because everyone is wise enough to get info on web…
And i never thought of lecturing someone…
Because I know how hell it feels…
My posts won’t have any specific topics….
If I thought of telling something then I sat and write…..
Sometimes in middle of that … suddenly my stupid brain thinks about something else…. Like urs right???? :P

So don’t expect any specific topics or general knowledge from my blog………..


Sometimes I will write pages and pages without any topic and content (lol..)
Like my chit cht with my frnds….
Thnks to the essay writing competitions and debates I attended in my schooling…

I love my school don’t u…

I think the best phase in my life where I really learn how to learn….

But I feel very pity about today’s children …. I don’t know what they are really doing in schools

A perfect child labor..


Ofcrse in our school also we have study hours, assignments, rank charts which will display the top 10 among each class in every exam,
And ofcrse we even have clubs foe every subject.. For every club we have a president.. vice president,

And we have schedule of events which have to be handled..

U know I am the president of my math’s club in class 8,I feel that was a really an achievement as up to that only 10th class boys used to make that…

And after that I was the secretary for my school cultural activities..
But only the regret was I did nt make school president… as I was very busy in preparing my board exams…


In my school everything has to be done in perfect manner punctuality is must….

Bu t I always found a way to avoid that…

I had some cat fights :P ..

In our class girls used to dominate in everything even in studies, sports and cultural events..


So mostly we used to ignore boys.. (poor boys :))

But still all my frnds are in contact with me…

So I am not missing my school much ……….


Hey yesterday I joined in hi5 after watching that CEO ‘s interview I came to know he was Indian

Wanna c my profile



am not grt
am nt intelligent
am nt an achiever
am nt an optimist
am nt a queen
am nt a princess
cant be a good frnd
cant be a good employee for my comp..
cant act
am nt loser
am a lier................ :) :) :) :)
am naughty..
am humorous.. :)
am smart.. :)
am cute :P


Visit me

Don’t get scared after watching it :)
so while starting this post i dont have any intention to start a topic it just happens like always

i just got bored of watching black on white...

so i checked all rainbow colors..

leave a comment which is better for my blog thnk u


Monday, November 3, 2008

My recent post

Hi guys, I am back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually I wanna post this on sat.. but due to my busy schedule :P as usual I postponed it… :D
I don’t like postponing things… but I hate to do things in the right time… :)
But my mom always says winners wont postpone things..
But ………. May be winning is different to everyone...

For someone getting pm’s compliment z a winning but for me arguing with him z cool..

So my kind of wins and defeats are different so there z no need to follow our so called winners rules.. :P
Is it escapism… :/

May b r may nt be…
May be swatism :D yup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are not robots to do the same things… and to think in same manner……..

Human beings … a lovely and beautiful creature in god’s(Is he really exists…. :/ ) creation..

Every one has their own grey matter to think and analyze…….

So ……………. What else.. do whatever u want…. :D

Now I wanna write a review abt my recent movie….

Is it really that much necessary to write review .. there are so many webs who (r which :/)

Doing the same thing……………

But I fix up my mind………..
So u have to bear… :)

Journey to center of earth….

Gosh I expected too much…. But the director is not upto my expectations….

But Brendan Fraser was too good….

Actually already he made a mark with mummy…. So as every one I am also not able get out of that impact..

The graphics are not much good…..

Story was too far to be real.. ofcrse its fiction… but
How can anyone believe that at 200 c dinos exists…

Water, plants….. u shoul

So it was ok to watch…..

My designer frnd gave me one flash object(developers lang) to place it in my blog

I know bloggers wont support falsh so converted into .avi file

But unfortunately the size was 25Mb…. :(

So the upload process might be slow…

I think it would b better to upload it in you tube..

Whatever the process definitely I will place that video here….

Really khadar did a great job…

The thing that was impresses me most is…

He told me this video is a tribute the women….. (how sweet… )

I helped him to put the captions…..

So the readers… if u have any stuff like this …………..

I will be privileged to put ur work in my blog…..

So For all the creative ppl this is an invitation….

Oops still the video was not uploaded let me try it in home,…


Video will be added……

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Chandrayaan


Chnadrayaan.



Please don’t be scared…..
I know our national media and local media are spending lakhs to cover this issue…..
And hundreds of trees may fell down today to print this issue on tomorrow…..
So this is not for the ppl who don’t know much TVchannels other than CNN BBC star news…. And……. (Mmmmmmmmmm sorry these are the only channels I know…….)

“If ur fav news channel is not in this list ,May be ur fav channel don’t have that much TRP to be included in my post :P”

So this post is for my kind of ppl who wont surf news channels… and who wont read news papers from the front page but from the last page…(I don’t know why newspapers print sports news in last page any logic behind this ????????????????)….

So my frnd gave me a big lecture now…

As a good girl who won’t hurt others, I am just including that lecture synopsis …..

“If you(that means me… :() dnt know abt this chandrayaan ….. how can you be an Indian….. we ppl send this rocket(is it rocket or satellite… ?????????) we should be proud of being on the elite club etc etc….”

So I just sat infront of my word document leaving my Web Part application in middle…..

Do u observe most of the ISRO scientists are Tamalians…. I don’t know y….

So this Chandrayaan is our unmanned lunar mission in which we will send one satellite …
U know first nasa sent a dog to the moon named lyka… but they killed that poor creature there itself as there is no that much technology to bring that back to earth….

Do u know still there are so many controversies of the nasa mission in which it sent 2 ppl to moon..

But on the pics released by nasa there is one more shadow of man ……..[:/]

But they remained as untold stories…

So coming to our Mission we sent a spacecraft today early morning at 6:22 am (For me it is too early …:P)

That will reach the moon after 5.5 days that means 22+5= 27th evening …

Upto now only America ,Russia,china,japan and European Space Agency are managed to send their satellites so we are the next…….. (:) claps to our isro team…)

And u know they spent Rs. 3.86 billion (US$ 80 million). Sorry “gonna spent” this amount is the total estimated cost of the project.

So be proud to be an Indian..
So if u feel this info is not sufficient.. dnt worry mein hoon na…….
Just right click these links and then open in new tab …..
A nice article in yahoo
Yahooo
But I prefer this wiki
wiki
And lastly our own isro official website like all gvrnmnt sites slow in loading scaryful in clors.. so u have choice…….
isro

Happy reading guys…

I found this video in you tube have a look
But 9 mins … google video is loaing bit faster so I am placing google video here…


Monday, October 20, 2008

@#@$#%#%monday$^%$%$#%$#$$$%


@#@$#%#%monday$^%$%$#%$#$$$%.


Hii,,

I am bored…
May be this is the most used word in my blog…
What can I do…….. when I feel bored only I will write……..
So Monday… the scariest day of all the week…
Loads of work to do…
New changes in the design of home page of my web [:P but not in a good mood to figure out….]
[come on I just changed that page 50 times………..……..]

Mm My colleague shifted to new ofc… so feeling bit irritated as I have to take his responsibilities also…..

Mmm.. My ankle is aching.. thnks to the bldy trip to the zoo park….
And charminar….

So I was just surfing the web to find any new innovations….
Pchh…. No drastic chnges yaar [How can the world is same even after 36 hrs….. too sad….]

What abt talking with frnds…
Yup I called 3 to 4 frnds… but unfortunately everyone is busy in sleeping at ofc
[So I just dnt have any option other than keeping the phone…..]…..

Then I thought of playing chess….. oops two successive defeats.. [oops as I cant accept the defeat shut down the application]

Umm u know even I lost one game with an orkutie…. Very bad na…
I think I need lil bt more time for this game
I think I got fever now…

I don’t know why this climatic chnges effect health………… [:/]

What else…. enjoy pics of my weekend…



So the moral of this story is………..

We have tight packed Monday for every weekend package…
So better to plan our weekend by keeping Monday in our mind……………

So love it or hate it Monday is the day u cant escape…

Happy coding guys…

One last word……… India may gonna win this innings…….. so in future we may expect lil more commercials of our so called cricket heroes… and even more reality shows with cricketers… God bless my India…. But please producers I dnt want to c any cricketer in an item number…

Monday, October 13, 2008

stupidiest post


when alone is the word describing ur status....

when hell is d place ur in..

when u r nt able to c any doors open...

close ur eyes frnd...

i was just thyere 4 u my dear........

these are the words meant 4 somone special 4

whom i am nt spcl.. (hahah)
(which makes others spcl.. hell with words....
gone crazy..... wanna place a case against google

blogger )

is spcl is something beyond ordinary..

otherwise something closer to ordinary and being

simple...
who knows....
the situation matters????????????????

But Is situations are made by ppl???????


Not exactly.............. right>>>>>>>>>


so when u r looking 4 d spcl.........
just pick the 1 who is more ordinary and more

simple..
where u dont need an extra effort to be with....



Is relations need to be worked out...

Then y we are calling them as relations....


The stupidiest post i had ever written.............

(lol)
hey wanna c new "ort"

Actually it was completely irrelevantto place this here but i like it.......
so u cant escape...............




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Thursday, October 2, 2008

Realism in Reality



Realism in Reality!!!!!!
First of all I just want to tell that this post is not intended for any particular living being ….
So if u feel any relevance with this, that was sheerly coincidental…. R may be …… incidental..
jelir

Lets c how much Plastic we r ….

Every day We will come to ofc ,And we will wish atleast 50 good mornings and 50 good days..
Even though ur mood still did nt recover the trauma of fight with autowallah….
R worried abt the pink slips r what ever it may be……….

But still u manage a cute smile on ur face,

Suddenly ur collegue ask ur opinion abt her(I cant make it as masculine …) new dress even though u feel That is the disgusting piece u had ever seen, wow fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is the answer,
Suddenly ur project manager cracks a joke(he thinks that is a joke)
U laugh like u r watching a Tom & Jerry show (Sorry… I feel this is the only show who can make ppl smile)
Evry time u wear a mask to hide ur feelings and opinions,
My que is Why to hide your self,
I guess the answer would be I don’t wanna hurt anyone…. Right!!!!!!!!!!
But I feel Realism hurts in short run but in long run it definitely better ..
Just be your self….

Just don’t tell the words which u don’t mean…
Particularly guys.. they even don’t know what they r talking sometimes…. May be every time…(:))
I don’t think girls like the ones who flatter them….

It just don’t need…..
Everything is in our hands… there is no karma
I don’t think such a stupid stuff exists

You are the responsible for everything in your life …
Just don’t blame someone for ur mistakes…
Accept the realism, accept the mistakes, and accept the failures…..

Be your self…. Even though u r wrong or right..
Just put the mask off…..
ketukmeje

Monday, September 29, 2008

GOOGLE and our Software-----"Industry"

My google(:))




Hi Readers I am back……(Swathi r u sure there r some ppl on earth who read ur posts and wait for ur posts…… ) hmmmm………. May be r May not be…..

Google is celebrating its tenth birthday………….


My fav doodles of google



As a crazy fan of google I am also excited and delighted very much.. so definitely I wanna share something with you..

Recent google doodle competetion and the winner came up with nice(bright)idea




Do u know how this GOOGLE happened…..
Google began in January 1996, as a research project by Larry Page, who was soon joined by Sergey Brin, two Ph.D. students at Stanford University in California.
They hypothesized that a search engine that analyzed the relationships between websites would produce better ranking of results than existing techniques, which ranked results according to the number of times the search term appeared on a page. Their search engine was originally nicknamed "BackRub" because the system checked backlinks to estimate the importance of a site. A small search engine called Rankdex was already exploring a similar strategy.

Originally, the search engine used the Stanford University website with the domain google.stanford.edu. The domain google.com was registered on 15 September 1997,and the company was incorporated as Google Inc. on 4 September 1998 at a friend's garage in Menlo Park, California. The total initial investment raised for the new company amounted to almost US$1.1 million, including a US$100,000 check by Andy Bechtolsheim, one of the founders of Sun Microsystems.
In March 1999, the company moved into offices in Palo Alto, home to several other noted Silicon Valley technology startups. After quickly outgrowing two other sites, the company leased a complex of buildings in Mountain View at 1600 Amphitheatre Parkway from Silicon Graphics (SGI) in 2003. The company has remained at this location ever since, and the complex has since come to be known as the Googleplex (a play on the word googolplex). In 2006, Google bought the property from SGI for US$319 million.

So these are the ones who started Google…

They started their company at the age of 23 and 24….


But what about us frnds….
We started our mathematics at the age of 5.. Our +2 syllabs is equal to the graduation of any European country..
And often we used to boast about our largest it share in the world….
Then Why our lives are trembling on us economy.. Y dollar value and pink letters are related..
Y American elections and our projects are related…
Y we will check the dollar value daily…
Any answers.. guys….
See the recruitment procedure of our so called it firms…
Every answer is fixed in their mind.. The positives The negatives… How u handle stress etc.. etc… (U should think out of the box but ur thought should be in their circle)…
What the hell it is…..
Ur work will be mailed … u have every thing written there … the same work… There is no need of applying brain ofcrse they wont allow u to use… Just follow the rules(PARAMPARA)…
Are we the developers.. are machines.. which will act according to the instructions…..
Any wayz I hope one day our India will produce the master of brains…
That day every country has to check the rupee value.,..
Every graduate dreamt of studying in our varanasi…
Ohhh I hope that day will come as early as possible


so serious article na see this video


Friday, September 19, 2008

Boring boring day


My desktop... Does nt reveal anything na i am that kind of a girl

    
Problem with me was I am not constant at all,

U know in my childhood i want to become a painter then a musician then a violinist then a writer but see now i am a programmer ,I worked in embedded and then shifted to another platform ,But i dont know why i changed my mind..... :)

Simply because i just want to....

I just love myself very much.. yes very much...

I do make so many mistakes but i want to be myself whether i am right or wrong, I don't want to lost me in process of being PERFECT... I love to be imperfect..

My dad never told me any kind of so called good words....

He always says u r big enough to take ur own decisions.....

So i will take my decisions..... so i am the sole responsible of my life

Sometimes i want to play with life because that was the coolest game u know :)....

I have failures... But failures are the best things to learn about life.....

So i am like that wave........

No timings, No edges, No planning, justttttt

like that...........


Godavari 
 
 
 
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oopsssssssssssssssssss





something has to be approved otherwise we have to approve (:) haha... )




all rest less weekends,
Sleepless nights,
Movieless Sundays,

finally finally funless life still did nt come to end..



God make this approved








This is what i feel now

Friday, September 12, 2008

one boring saturday

Hi I am back,

So what made me to write this post????????? [:/]

Nothing just a boring Saturday not in a mood to hang out so I just sat in front of my stupid box asking what to do?

It just answered If you fell bored, By boring others you can transfer that boredom..

(some newton’s law is there …….. transferred content is equal to … oops I lost.. (haha))

It sounds good for me

Immediately I just thought of pickup my mobile and calling but I suddenly remembered the trade limit of my mob.. uhhhh!!!!!!!! Then what about watching tv!!! The so called Reality shows made me feel like hell !!!!! Pchhh!!!! No option left for me other than boring you. So if you wanna complain about my post, My telecom service and our desi television channels come first.

Good disclaimer then what about content ……any particular topic!!!!!

Better ask my IM.. any one online ….:) (haha) Ofcrse(ppl cant live without internet)

Oops no reply… So why should nt we talk about Internet…

Ofcrse I have every right to talk about internet as a web developer

How many ppl dnt have e-mail id these days except ppl like my MEMS professor ???

Very rare..
how many ppl wont logon social networking site like Facebook,My space,Orkut,Hi-fi,Indyarocks…..
very few
Internet just become a more than necessity thing for people,
But is it secured????? absolutely not.....
Any one who have just 10% brain can hack ur mail id ,Your details…
Yes I am damn sure of what I am writing .. I tried few… Cant you design a yahoo login or Gmail login form using any web technology u know then everything is over ..this is how so smart ppl make others as fools ..

But don’t try to hack ur bf/gf mail id definitely u got heart attack.. I thing It is always better to keep secrets for a good relation.

So what I want to tell is Just don’t give all ur personal details blindly for any social networking site, Just be smart enough to keep your secrets and personals with you..

In any case u got any link of unknown website from anyone just don’t click it (for god sake)..
these days web developers are thinking about performance rather than security (ofcrse clients ask them to do) so half of your info will be saved on your system .. so accessing your cache ,cookies ,ip address is not a big deal at all… and final thing is
Don’t afraid of internet but don’t trust it fully .. ..

PS:If any one got any mail from your frnd make sure that it was sent by him, as sending mail with others mail id (even without knowing their password) as simple as eating chocolate for any web developer.

So god bless u dear

Better I update my tech blog
Mmm very tired not today may be tomorrow..
gotta go frnds.. time to kill time bubye.... :)

Monday, September 8, 2008

just like that



Hi all,
I am not a great writer not even had enough patience to frame words beautifully,

But I always feel that I have something to tell the world, May be world is a bit big word,

So I wanna tell some thing to the people who are bit crazy like me,,

So god bless my readers…..

I think I made enough statutory warnings………….

So here we go….

I don’t know y people cry for happiness….

Is it the only feeling to be felt?

Do u ever enjoy the feeling of sadness? Sounds crazy right!!!!!!! :)

Remember ur first fight with your soul mate..

Ur first heart break..

First failure in campus interviews….

First backlog in entire education……

May be u cried in the bathroom or under ur blanket or
(u knew it na so y should I mention it… here)

Do u ever feel bad about that situation now…

So enjoy every moment of ur life

Sad, angry, crushes, failures, success

There is no guarantee of second birth (incarnation) etc etc

Those things will only possible to sharukh :P


Wow u read my complete article..

U r doing well buddy have a blast in ur life

bubye

Sunday, August 24, 2008

My pics

My dear ones

deleted................

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

My song Collection

Check out My song collection



Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, Far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.

Love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.

Love was when I loved you,
one true time to hold on to
In my life we'll always go on.

Near, far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay, forever this way
You are safe in my heart

and my heart will go on and on.

Pehli nazar mein
Pehli nazar mein
Kaise jaado kar diya
Tera ban baita hai
Mera jiya

Jaane kya hoga
Kya hoga kya pata
Is pal ko milke
Aa jee le zara
Mein hoon yahan
Tu hai yahan

Meri bahon mein aa
Aa bhi ja

[O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja]2

Baby i love u 4 so more
Baby i love u
O i love u
I love u
I love u so more

baby i love u

[Har dua mein shamil tera pyaar hai
Bin tere lamha bhi dushwar hai
Dhadhkon ko tujhe se hi darkarr hai
Tujhse hai rahtein
Tujhse hai chahtein ] 2

Tu jo mili ek din mujhe
Mein kahin ho gaya lapata

[O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja]2

[Kar diya Deewana
Dard-e-Kash ne
Chain cheena
Isqh ke ehsaas ne
Bekhayali di hai
Tere pyaas ne
Chaya suroor hai
Kuch to zaroor hai ]2

Yeh dooriyan
Jeene na de
Hal mera tujhe na pata

[O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja]2

Baby i love u 4 so more
Baby i love u
uuh i love u
I love u
baby i love u
I love u u uu u

EverGreen Abhinandana
Edhutaa neeve… edhalonaa neeve - 2
Etu choosthe atu neevee… marugainaa kaave...
Edhutaa neeve… edhalonaa neeve

(Marupe theliyani naa hrudayam… thelisi valachuta tholi neram
Anduke ee gaayam…) - 2
Gayannainaa maananeevu hrudayannainaa veedi povu
Kaalam naaku saayam raadhu maranam nannu cheraneedhu
Pichchivanni kaaneedhu… Ahaha… ohoho… huhu hu hu hoo…

Edhutaa neeve… edhalonaa neeve
Etu choosthe atu neevee… marugainaa kaave...
Edhutaa neeve… edhalonaa neeve

(Kalalaku bhayapadi poyaanu… nidhuraku dooram ayyanu
Vedhana paddanoo…) - 2
Swapnalaithe kshanikaalegaa… sathyalanni narakaalegaa
Swapnam sathyamaithe vintha… sathyam swapnam ayyedundhaa
Premakintha balamundaa… Ahaha… ohoho… huhu hu hu hoo…

Edhutaa neeve… edhalonaa neeve
Etu choosthe atu neevee… marugainaa kaave...

My kind of song
(Jallantha kavvintha kaavaalile…
Ollanta thullintha raavaalile) - 2
Urukulu… parugulu… uduku vayasu dhuduku thanam niluvadu
Tholakari... merupulaa… ulikipadina kaliki sogasu
Kondamma… konamma mechindile… endallo vennellu thechindile - 2

Vaaguloo… vankaloo… jala jalaa chilipigaa pilichinaa
Gaaluloo… vaanaloo… chitapataa chinukule chilikinaa
Manasu aagadu… idemi allaro
Tanuvu daagadu… ademi thaakido
Konachaatu kondamalle lenivanka muddulaadi
Velladaaye kallu leni devudenduko mari

(Jallantha kavvintha kaavaalile…
Ollanta thullintha raavaalile) - 2
Urukulu… parugulu… uduku vayasu dhuduku thanam niluvadu
Tholakari... merupulaa… ulikipadina kaliki sogasu
Kondamma… konamma mechindile… endallo vennellu thechindile - 2

Sandelo rangule… nosatipai tilakame nilupagaa
Telipenee manasule… theliyani thapanale thelupagaa
Vaanadevude kallaapi jallagaa…
Vaayudevude muggesi vellagaa…
Neelimanta gundeloni oosulanni thelusukunna
Kotha paata puttukoche… evarikosamo

(Jallantha kavvintha kaavaalile…
Ollantha thullintha raavaalile) - 2
Urukulu… parugulu… uduku vayasu dhuduku thanam niluvadu
Tholakari... merupulaa… ulikipadina kaliki sogasu
Kondamma… konamma mechindile… endallo vennellu thechindile – 2

Saturday, August 9, 2008





where are you friend?
I want a hand to shake when i won.
I want a shoulder to lean when i am tired.
I want a ..................OOPS
Mind was blank.............
So i need a friend to fill this blankness.......


I lost
I am blind As I cant See nothing when u r infront of me.
I am Deaf As i cant Hear nothing when u r taliking with me..
I am dumb because i dont have enough words to talk with u
I am mad because still i feel silence can speaks...
I am crazy because still i fell there is happyness in missing..
Seriously i lost myself in u..
To become me...


Beware of that moment...



Everyone in their lives may be come across through a moment....

When u r afraid to be alone...
But still you feel alone even though u r in a group

Every time the phone rang u expect the same number...
But u still doesn’t know what to speak when u saw that num...

Every time u login in to ur AIM...ur eyes search for the same name…
Even though ur brain hesitate to say first hi…
But ur heart feels there is no choice 4 u...

When you feel pain is sweeter than the happiness…

So beware of this moment…
It will just make u lost in …

I just hate that moment … But who knows  :)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My mistakes

My mistakes


May be so many of my friends got shocked by watching these words.. :)
Because i feel i never do any mistakes..
Even though If at all i feel i did a mistake ..
I never accept it infront of others..


So then y this new postttt...

May be i am little grown up now to accept all this stuff :)

This is my version of my life so the characters in this page are my versions..

So if at all any one has any issues with this..

Write ur own blog.....

But i think nobody is that much crazy enough...

So i think i had enough disclaimers....


So time to commence....


Here we gooooo.....

I cant describe me as a loser..

But..

I lost so many things..

I have so many failures in my life...

But unfortunately all are in my stupid academics...........

But u know i am always my class topper upto my engineering :P..

My grades never fell down beyond 8.5

Then what is my failureeeeeee.......

I am also surprised now........ :)

ohhhhhhh got tired so to be continued

Monday, June 2, 2008

Poems&Flowers Grest Combination yummmyyyyyy



Song of The Flower



I am a kind word uttered and repeated
By the voice of Nature;
I am a star fallen from the
Blue tent upon the green carpet.
I am the daughter of the elements
With whom Winter conceived;
To whom Spring gave birth; I was
Reared in the lap of Summer and I
Slept in the bed of Autumn.


At dawn I unite with the breeze
To announce the coming of light;
At eventide I join the birds
In bidding the light farewell.


The plains are decorated with
My beautiful colors, and the air
Is scented with my fragrance.


As I embrace Slumber the eyes of
Night watch over me, and as I
Awaken I stare at the sun, which is
The only eye of the day.


I drink dew for wine, and hearken to
The voices of the birds, and dance
To the rhythmic swaying of the grass.


I am the lover's gift; I am the wedding wreath;
I am the memory of a moment of happiness;
I am the last gift of the living to the dead;
I am a part of joy and a part of sorrow.


But I look up high to see only the light,
And never look down to see my shadow.
This is wisdom which man must learn.


Do not go




Do not go to the garden of flowers!

Do not go to the garden of flowers!
O Friend ! go not there;
In your body is the garden of flowers.

Take your seat on the thousand petals of the lotus,
and there gaze on the Infinite Beauty.



Need you


Author: Katrina Belleza

This sadness in me right now,
Is giving me pain in a way that I don't know how.
It's just that I'm alone with nobody else,
My life sure is colorless.

I don't know what or who I need.
I just want my heart stop the bleed.
It hurts all over me again and again,
I hope somebody could lend me a helping hand.

An injury I have in my heart.
I wish somebody could repair its parts.
But nobody sure is with me right now,
I just want to see you somehow.

These tears I cry for you,
Are not lies but they are true.
Alone I cry because of loneliness,
Right now, I am lifeless.

I need you especially now that I'm alone,
Can't even talk to you on the phone.
Hope that someday, you'll be here,
Here with me to wipe off my tear.