Showing posts with label introspeculation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label introspeculation. Show all posts

Thursday, May 7, 2009

mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee




Hi,

How r u foks????????? Just dnt have any idea how to start and what to write..
I never had any idea of taking this blogging a serious thing or being proud abt my writings….

This blog is just for me……:)

I dnt want project my self as writer…… seriously….

But these days ppl asking abt my blog updates……..

I donno y but I am feeling uncomfortable for that…

(I just feel like may be I dnt like this identity … or uneasy with this identity ... or have issues wid those ppl…)

I dnt know y exactly….

So if u wanna find abt my blog updates just visit my blog……

Follow my blog at right down…. U will automatically learnt abt my updates…

I knew these words sounding veryyyyyyy rude……… u may feel tht I am showing my tantrums or what ever……

But thing is that ……………………

I am not ONLY this……..

I never proud of my work……..

I always question myself

Is I am a s/w eng like billions in this world…….

Who will work around the clock…….

Enjoy parties ……. Weekend hangouts………..

Got married…….. @#$#@%$#^%Got married…….. @#$#@%$#^%$&%^%^^#$#@@%$&*%*%^%&$$
amp;%^%^^#$#@@%Got married…….. @#$#@%$#^%$&%^%^^#$#@@%$&*%*%^%&$$
amp;*%*%^%&$

I dnt want to be like that…………

Do I react for a boy who is polishing shoes at the age of seven where my cousins even dnt know how to knot a shoe lace at tht age…

Do I care for a girl who is wandering madly without proper dressing on roads…….

Do I really care for a elderly man who is sleeping on pavement in cold winter……

Yes I care ……….. but a fraction of moments……… depends on the time I take to cross them……..


I dnt want to be a Mother Theresa ……………..

I dnt know how to help the need……….

Even I dnt know how much time this type of feeling exist…….

I even dnt know I am really writing it with my heart or brain……….

I JUST DNT KNOW :(

Reason for my existence ?




Thursday, October 2, 2008

Realism in Reality



Realism in Reality!!!!!!
First of all I just want to tell that this post is not intended for any particular living being ….
So if u feel any relevance with this, that was sheerly coincidental…. R may be …… incidental..
jelir

Lets c how much Plastic we r ….

Every day We will come to ofc ,And we will wish atleast 50 good mornings and 50 good days..
Even though ur mood still did nt recover the trauma of fight with autowallah….
R worried abt the pink slips r what ever it may be……….

But still u manage a cute smile on ur face,

Suddenly ur collegue ask ur opinion abt her(I cant make it as masculine …) new dress even though u feel That is the disgusting piece u had ever seen, wow fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is the answer,
Suddenly ur project manager cracks a joke(he thinks that is a joke)
U laugh like u r watching a Tom & Jerry show (Sorry… I feel this is the only show who can make ppl smile)
Evry time u wear a mask to hide ur feelings and opinions,
My que is Why to hide your self,
I guess the answer would be I don’t wanna hurt anyone…. Right!!!!!!!!!!
But I feel Realism hurts in short run but in long run it definitely better ..
Just be your self….

Just don’t tell the words which u don’t mean…
Particularly guys.. they even don’t know what they r talking sometimes…. May be every time…(:))
I don’t think girls like the ones who flatter them….

It just don’t need…..
Everything is in our hands… there is no karma
I don’t think such a stupid stuff exists

You are the responsible for everything in your life …
Just don’t blame someone for ur mistakes…
Accept the realism, accept the mistakes, and accept the failures…..

Be your self…. Even though u r wrong or right..
Just put the mask off…..
ketukmeje