Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Tears of happiness


After a heavy dinner, thinking about all the Christmas presents and Parties, I tried a while for a sleep, But the excitement in me did not relax my mind, so I put my body out of bed ,wishing I could write some piece for my part-time writer job, So that I can be relaxed for this month hstl bill.
 I sucked my pencil, I chaged my ms- font to my lucky font, Changed my sitting positions form north to south to east according to feng-shu, But I still did not manage more than a single hiii… 
 I just feel like everyone knows everything, Patriotism, love, women, global warming, African countries, war crimes , drugs, human stupidity. Serenity,Every day thousands of trees sacrificing their lives for all this bull ????...
 SO almost brain drained, and dead Finally  got up and thought to put my efforts on sleeping…. Next to our hstl building there was a lonely road, Why we describe it as lonely there was nt much traffic any time on that road..
 Its almost freezing here..  Snow is falling like flowers from heaven, My mom used to tell me Angels will come and they will give good clothes , candies for gud girls, SO I always pretend TO be like gud girl during snow falling.
. But never an angel and not even a reindeer came for me, when I lost everything in my life.. A deep sigh came out of me reminding me that I am too old for all that of fascinations, accepting that I turned my self  to my bed, In that corner I noticed a shadow of human , I wonder Who wanna die in this cold weather,
 Curiosity make my adrenaline pump faster, so I managed my position to get a btr view. It is a woman a beautiful slender creature , She is not even shivering  , Her pale brown eyes searching for something in eternity. Nature felt defeated as it unable to disturb her concentration, I suddenly felt an urge to bring her to my place.
 Suddenly I felt a warm in my cheeks… All this time tears making me warm, I thought may be she could atleast cry to make her warm.. I Wonder what made her drained even for tears.. As I am watching that beautiful eyes slowly covered by eye lids. Suddenly wind direction changed as it guessed its victory. I saw a twinkle in her corner of eye lids, I felt the angel presence there.