heights of crazyness :)

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Today I got a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat idea………

What if this is my last day????????????

Don’t give that skeptic, irritated look yaar just for fun…… :)

What if somebody messaged me my death time to my mobile…. (wow grt idea I think RGV can use this)

Ok start the scene….

I just wake up too early may be at 7 o clock…… Suddenly surprised(shocked ) by seeing tht message…..

But as swathi,,,,,,,,,,, as I cant take everything into serious so del………

After finishing my stupid brk fast again got the message but the sender is GOD this time..

Ooops it is coming like comedy yaar……… chnge the track….

Mmmmm how abt a thriller mmmmmmmm

Sentiment sells well in India……… lets check………….


Erase all this………

Lets start from first……..

What if this is my last moment????

Please god gimme one more moment to tell my mom how good it feels to sleep in her lap….

Gimme one more moment to express….. its u dad who made me strong without u I am just nothing..

How secured it feels to hold his hand…

To have a last conversation wid all my frnds … really u r the ppl who filled the emptiness in my life….

To have a last touch of my beautiful rose plant…

To have the last glimpse this beautiful nature which I missed through out my life

To hold my dear one and to tell one day I will come back…

To understand the value of a moment in life…

To really understand that I can cry…

TO hold my last tear…

mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hi,

How r u foks????????? Just dnt have any idea how to start and what to write..
I never had any idea of taking this blogging a serious thing or being proud abt my writings….

This blog is just for me……:)

I dnt want project my self as writer…… seriously….

But these days ppl asking abt my blog updates……..

I donno y but I am feeling uncomfortable for that…

(I just feel like may be I dnt like this identity … or uneasy with this identity ... or have issues wid those ppl…)

I dnt know y exactly….

So if u wanna find abt my blog updates just visit my blog……

Follow my blog at right down…. U will automatically learnt abt my updates…

I knew these words sounding veryyyyyyy rude……… u may feel tht I am showing my tantrums or what ever……

But thing is that ……………………

I am not ONLY this……..

I never proud of my work……..

I always question myself

Is I am a s/w eng like billions in this world…….

Who will work around the clock…….

Enjoy parties ……. Weekend hangouts………..

Got married…….. @#$#@%$#^%Got married…….. @#$#@%$#^%$&%^%^^#$#@@%$&*%*%^%&$$
amp;%^%^^#$#@@%Got married…….. @#$#@%$#^%$&%^%^^#$#@@%$&*%*%^%&$$
amp;*%*%^%&$

I dnt want to be like that…………

Do I react for a boy who is polishing shoes at the age of seven where my cousins even dnt know how to knot a shoe lace at tht age…

Do I care for a girl who is wandering madly without proper dressing on roads…….

Do I really care for a elderly man who is sleeping on pavement in cold winter……

Yes I care ……….. but a fraction of moments……… depends on the time I take to cross them……..


I dnt want to be a Mother Theresa ……………..

I dnt know how to help the need……….

Even I dnt know how much time this type of feeling exist…….

I even dnt know I am really writing it with my heart or brain……….

I JUST DNT KNOW :(

Reason for my existence ?

Disturbed

All aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I realized

With the name I am paired from along time is not mine anymore

The hand which wiped my tears is now the reason behind them…

The eyes where I found myself is now asking me to leave…

The voice which secured me once is scaring now….

The presence which once made me to feel “I am special” is asking the reason for my existence…………

I am scared to leave…

I am scared that I will be haunted ……….

If it is Real I want to be in sleep forever

If it is Dream I never sleep again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSZcj2jUHfE

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R u feeling sorry for my comp…. dnt worry … For me blogging takes only 15 mins…

After all I am completing my tasks…

So dnt worry