Change

So earlier when i used to blog my blogs are more honest, and more of me. Then this recognition bug caught me , hence leaving my blog link here and there, Then i know who will read my blog, So suddenly i took defence step, Tried not to reveal so much want to be guarded, wrote politically correct blog posts, Then this blog lost its original purpose, I started this blog to scream out loud my opinions , my feeling which i can not/can do in my real life.

So i made a promise and don't want to publicize this blog, Now it's going to be good old blog of a frustrated girl.

How is my life? It is just as like any newly married girl, recently lost a parent life. You know ? You will know how much you really emotionally tied to the person only when he left. Sounds repetitive?

Yeah read so many times, but understood the meaning recently.. Everything in your life is linked to one way or another to him. Nanna..

I kind of train my brain to think in blocks, like in office only office work, In home only the R, When in MIL home only being DIL.. so this kind of exercise really works for me.. After all i am not a superhuman being to satisfy everyone.

May be that is what leads to unlimited chaos in every woman life, When in office they feel guilty about leaving their son with maid, When in home they worry about the advance of other colleagues in their careers .. So to all the ladies out there Just take a chill pill.. You don't owe anything to anybody not to your husbands,kids, mothers, mother in laws, colleges. You owe yourself a good time, amazing health, super fun. Take a break from your routine shop,travel or eat do whatever the hell you want to . Just don't take life as an obligation to live. You are never going to get another chance. God knows how much you gonna live with all this anxiety, pollution stress and unhealthy life style. Just don't go your death bed with so many regrets.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Very deep is nt it? Yeah!! see i am grown up finally!!! Thats it people ... Everybody is hating the rains in Hyderabad, but me not thinks like that. Provided i wont drive or ride.. :)

Things i learnt

You can actually survive without a TV.

Making egg curry is not so simple.

Just don't blindly follow internet recipe.

I can also wake up early.