Random day

Ok , Random becomes my go to title these days, Does that mean I lack conviction or clarity ? Definitely yes and No. SO life bite me , Of course that is how a melodramatic mentally immature girl in woman's clothes speaks.

Yeah I started calling my self woman lately , just not because of putting up extra 10 pounds (you UK blogs and apps), and unable to fit into any pants that I own, Because I have my own offspring with a gigantic soiled diaper piles, with super sleeping habits (may be inherited from his cool mother) .

Please assume that whenever I change a paragraph it means i am gonna talk entirely different topic. 

Because these days I am multi tasking/Not doing things the way they should be done

Did not read any good books lately . Watched some stupid/great movies .

Work wise no improvement. Being jobless for 3 whole months made me broke (Yeah I am that girl /woman the credit card companies love )

I am actually counting on miracles these days. 

I am planning to write regularly, Reason being unknown even to me, But it kinda feels good to see a new post in my blog. So lets race, new post on every day, even if it's a simple hi or the middle finger ;)

I need to change this blog name , It sure sounds like over excited small town teenage girl  (which I am when I started this) , I am not gonna ask for name suggestions to the "DEAR READERS" , Because I am now mature enough to understand there are none. See even after half post there are no silly smiley, Sure I am a woman. 

So what next, I follow lot of travel and fashion blogs. Whenever I see some new post with new country my eyes lit up . Yeah FYI I don't have a passport , for that matter not even a aadhar card (No I am not any taliban/ISIS trained terrorist) The reason is too big to tell in single paragraph. Government organisations does not go with me, The way they speak , act ask for bribe Nah.. not my cup of tea. 

So travelling my passion , or the drug I want to try . But with a paper thin bank balance and with "THE BABY " I think it is better to keep my passion to reading about travelling than actual travelling .

Do i sound pathetice? May be a midlife crisis , Will Girls in 20s get mid life crisis , Ofcouse they do example is ME. 

Okay that's all for today. Have fun , Don't faint if you see a new post tomorrow.

Dad I love you , and I miss you

Apartment dairies

Ok I tried everything like literally EVERYTHING to put some thought in this blog, some actual content rather than my super super fancy space fillers or random 20 , So today I am gonna break the ice , or whatever that need to be broken.

Don’t think that I lack inspiration to write, or i am living in super comfortable environment, I live in an apartment with all the so called perfect families. You know where wives cook three course meal for their husband and give sendoff wearing their night wear and covering their precious with the so called checkered towels. They do bug every other god that has name , and all the gods will get their share of  sanskrit prayers, tasty prasadams. Every now and then even I will get invitation to those offerings.

With all the lack of mental maturity, with sheer laziness and with mountain sized dementia I always managed to go in the last where nothing left but to eat prasadams. And I even managed to go straight from my office , Where my office wear includes hot pink pants , and fun in the sun tee –shirts, and my hair in its all glory with morning washed don’t have time to dry or tie hair style. So I definitely piss off so many aunties more than I want to J .

I mean I just can not believe how they managed to do all this kind of circus with just 24 hours of time without help of any illegal drugs. Trust me our monthly intake of maggi is beyond any food regulations. Milk packets will always be freezed, because I don’t have time to warm/ or convert it  what ever the form that it supposed to be eaten .

Eww.. Yeah even I starting pitying my partner for choosing to live with me. Don’t even start with workout . Damn how can people actually wake up at 6 am. See we don’t have night vision or fur so god manufactured us to sleep when lights out, and take rest until the required temp is back to environment. So you!! Yeah you with the glasses and reading this junk!! who wears nike sweaters and trainers don’t even try to meet me , Definitely not in the morning post 8 45 am is when my mind starts waking up.. Even though if I am up before that my brain wont woke up , So you are technically dealing with a zombie be very aware of that…

Wow I am hell of ranter.. So What I need in life is some one who actually tells me its ok to go out 2 times in a week for dinner, ok to Order pizza two times a week and to sleep at 1 am on weekdays..

If you are in my page raise your hands, and come to my house, you know the one where the door is not answered for good10 mins. See you

space filler

I am breaking my biggest and only rule in blogging, i.e.,Dont write when you are so pissed off/ stressed out/ depressed . It kinda of day when you dont know what you are thinking, and unable set priorities.

When you know what is your biggest priority in life you almost solved 80% of your problems.. So here i am in that middle junction with a clueless expression in my face, and 10001 thoughts in my brain ,

and with 985 excuses of what may go wrong, May be leap of faith is not as easy as it looks, until somebody pushes you from behind.

Happy new year.