Saturday, February 13, 2010

i hate the world(happy valentines day)

Today I asked so many people when u r stressed out what will u do? I got some interesting answers, Some one told me they will be alone , eat more drink more, listen music, talk with people , read a good novel, Do u sense every one going away from the problem, They are not trying to avoid it just doing some measures to surpress it, Confused about the topic, The Reason was I am so stressed out, I think when u have an offer in ur dream technology and your old company is not leaving you , and threating u nt to go. U have reason to stress out.. And u dnt know with whom u want to share , and u dnt knw how to solve this .. this type of posts will come up…

May be my method to ease stress is to stress others with this type of posts I guess???????

Kya karoo yaar life seems to be so miserable (come on girl enough drama)

Wow I got a great idea see when u r feeling so low some one inside u try to cheer u , so let me try that , me Vs Swathi

Me: lyf is so miserable
Swathi:come on dnt use all soap dailogues

Me: See how my life is I just have only 3 hours to get my relieving ltr

Swathi: Still u have 3 hours honey, In Sunday also u can negotiate and Monday early hours u can make it no one bothers a one hour late in joining date and u can convince him.

Me:Thts rediculous , he wont agree, y I am not able to convince my own uncle.

Swathi:dnt kidding.It’s all business darling better u agree with that. U did nt paln in right manner. U still think this job chnge is so compulsory..

Me:Yes I need tht

Swathi:If u want anything want it desparately dear.

to be continued.........

Friday, January 22, 2010

Me and My yoga

Me and My yoga

Finally I started my yoga practice, umm… after a long time… as my frnds keep telling d chnge in me. and as finally s/w life style bugged me… Generally the best yoga time is mrng 5 :30 which absolute NO for me , So I figured 6 :30 is worth a try, After the successful postponement from last 10 days …. keeping deaf ear to jyo ,paddu and atta’s comments banyakckp ( Finally they concluded I am like drunk who wont stick to yesterday’s Promises .. Is am addicted to sleep that much sedih) …. D D-day came wake up call from my lil sweet sister … (things will be never easy if u hve a lil sister that too sis like sravs jelir… ) I keep d phone .. Alarm …. So finally managed to get up…. My room was very small so cant do all asanas.. So thought terrace will be a gud idea… It was damn cold.. so dressed in all sweaters, scarfs.. (Did u ever c a prsn doing workout in this attire sengihnampakgigi)

Rakesh told me to wake him up at 6 30 so I called him but he cut d phone as expected (He is more lazy than me senyum.

Wow lot of pigeons… so a company…. I forgt all the mantras of suryanamaskar… Music Finally I chose lingashtakam over Back street boys ( as no one is there so wont loss my image ) sun is still sleeping.. So I started with Suryanamaskars… ( Oh god its so chilly my fingures are almost freezing but its gud to feel d nature ) My body reacted well .. Thnks to mom who made yoga compulsory from my schooling …. I did ten sets ( we should nt call it as sets but did nt rem d right word) .. sun finally emerged ( even b4 I did nt knw which direction is east… Dnt laugh I knew u also dnt knw).. Wow he is so hot love in red not in typical red but in bit of orange gold combination, At first he came so fast illuminating all the path , I can See d reflection of the sunlight on the hoardings , apartments ( At that time i was deeply fascinated by architecture subject .. from which I maintained distance with the fear of drawings .. did any one think about the sun light reflections while constructing a building… I guess not that much … How it would to feel the fist ray of sun everyday… A direct wake up call from heaven wowwwww )

I did so many asanas evn I mused by my memory.. jelir pranayamam which is said to be clear all breating problems.. MY mom taught me two meditations Twin hearts and Golden ball …. Twin hearts is bit lengthy one but it really connects ur brain and heart.. so d reason beghind its name .. I settled with Golden ball which is bit cheeky… All this time pigeons gave me gud company as lord shiva And ofcrse d beautiful mighty RED hot Sun love.. All this birds Really early birds . one with black and white feathers caught my attention I did nt dare to dstrb thm as they are more in number jelir and as it is their place jelir SO made a peaceful agreement .. In my next Apartment one aunty is walking umm I can say it as power walking passing looks to me.. thought waving my hand… And thn figure out btr to move….

So this is day one… I will update you with the pics… I enjoyed more nature thn YOGA… lets c how it turn out….

I think My mom is correct I will publicize evrythng ummmmm I am just adding a brand value to my name jelir

nangihsedihjelirsenyumsengihnampakgigilovebanyakckp

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I declare


The present generation

The much talked topic , and the much accused generation…. Whenever one think about youth ..d image they will get is who will wake up at 9 listen songs in full volume drive bikes like racing , torn shirts , faded jeans, Pierced tattooed body.. who does nt respect elders , nation, culture dnt have knowledge in politics dnt care about country… blah… blah…I am sick of listening all this.. I am tired of taking all the looks of my apartment aunties d so called culture police and d divine souls…

Even in this communication revolution also still there is lack of communication in old and new generations, which no one care to clear… But the truth is we are bearing almost three times of the stress compare to the previous… Studies , career, Relation ships evry thing is race … have to compete for evrythng… One step behind will leaves us far beyond …

My dad used to tell me how he bunked his school hours for a swim , d experiments he did with the plants, how he has taken his responsibilities, the struggle, the defeats , the comebacks, the turn backs, he enjoyed every moment of his life even his failures …

Umm…. I always ask my frndz how z their life.. I never get a reply as “I am happy”.. a simple sentence yet hard to confess… If money is the only thing evry1 z getting a handsome sal which is more thn sufficient ,,, but still there is something really missing…

But our so called responsible citizen of India dnt care all this..

Only point they have is In our times we behaved so responsibly we planned evrythng” C’mon with whom u r kidding.. Who told u we dnt respect culture.. We may wear all foreign brands, foreign lang, umm but still we are Indian at heart…. all this life style is just because of the Super Intelligent politicians who believes in globalization… And all the things we do like the most accused fashion sense is just for attention to get a frnd to not be alone… we live in cyber world .. Our frnds are in diff countries evn in another time frame… Ofcrse we will be in touch with them communication Revolution!!! but once Our wi-fi network gt shutdown and the mobile gone out We are all alone in an Empty Room… Its kinda solaris…Everytime we saw is the virtuality thinking tht is reality…. Realtionships will make &brk Nothing is secured .. So stress to possess ,to keep…

So the next time u think about our generation c our selves in victim box than culprit… After all weare generating 90% of country revenue.

verdict :

Varun gave me 3 on 10 for ths post.. He told me I am not sure of the things I discussed… Umm.. At first I just thought of telling hw we are I mean young generation is responsible , caring , spiritual ,kind I thought of giving all of them wid some examples of my frnds and some celebrities etc, How we took career , how we crave for fun and adventures, And thought of concluding it with how we are limiting our selves for the sake of family as no one loves their job seriously, and with a brief acquisition of the family expectations on us… but I donno hw it turn out to be this much outburst…. But dnt u think all this is true .. I saw a father and son who wont talk, I knw ppl who killed them selves emotionally for the sake of families or a career…

If my mom say yes I will resign this job and land in a world tour right at this moment… so bear it wid me guys…. amateurs produce genuine things they are from heart not processed in brain jelir